At 8:00 Brandy knocked on my door and woke me up from the best dream I've ever had. It's not her fault, don't get angry at her, I stole her Metropass. But still: brilliant dream. One of those dreams where you could see every single element that made it in every single thing that happened to you in the past few days, only reworked and made better by subconscious resignification. One of those dreams that reminds you why dreams are so freaking cool - hefty with the double meanings, and switchings of narrative localization (she is me and me is she), and outright "god this is so freaking coolness," so much so that even as the dream was progressing, I was complimenting my inner filmmaker on his craft. One of those dreams that really ought to be a movie, if you could ever make it any way near as good as it was in your head. It was about Heather Anderson. It was about old, lingering love. It was about a chorus line that stretches back to my seventh year. And (topically indeed) it was about how much we beat ourselves up for all the things our lives have added up to, when we somehow think we've failed. And (on the surface anyway), it wasn't even about me. Brilliant.

I was up late last night fooling around with a fairly major design change for Tederick.com, but I don't know where it's going to go; I'm sort of learning as I go with this thing, but it might happen sooner or later. It's funny, I designed version 10 (this version) thinking it would remain relatively un-dated for at least 2 years, and now, 18 months later, it has 2004 written all over it. Not that version 11 will necessarily scream 2006, cuz let's face it, I'm a really bad designer, but at least it will be a different colour.

And I have to say, 8½ inches might make a guy feel mightily good about himself but I think I'd still need a couple inches more to have the gumption to invoke the Penis Size Defence in a rape trial. (But what do you want, he goes to Mac.) Also: would the size of the guy's cock really be causative at all? Mightn't the victim have a comensurately enormous vagina, rendering the point moot?